My First Blog...

     Hi my name is Christopher Scott. I have never done a blog before which I guess is what a lot of people start out saying. My life is not action packed or anything. I have changed a lot over the past couple of years and just wanting to get some stuff off my chest really I guess. My life has changed due to death's, birth's and the one thing everyone needs to have in their life someone they love.

     My brother and my father both have passed. My brother at 22 from a heart attack. His name was Roger Brian Scott he was the coolest brother he was in a band and always took care of me. My Dad was Roger Brown Scott he was a wonderful father and husband he did everything he could to make sure our family was safe and happy. He love my mom and my mom loved him they never yelled at each other and the never would fight. I miss my Dad. He never got to see me get married or meet his grandchildren. My oldest has his middle name Dusten Brown Scott.

     When my dad passed I'm not going to lie I shut everyone out. Christina and I broke up two time after he passed away. I joined the Navy. I just wanted to get away from everyone and everything. I didn't want to be reminded that things had changed. I still some times when I see a maroon colored F-150 I look really hard to see if he is driving it but I know its in my mom and dad's drive way not being used. My mom is a strong woman and I love her very much. I know that its hard with out Dad here and I wish that I could fix the pain we both still feel.

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  I got a medical Discharge from the Navy and Christina and I work out the problems that I made for us by pushing her away. I didn't want to go the rest of my life with out her. I asked her to marry me which I still think I'm dreaming that she said yes. She and I got married Aug. 30 and we are now coming up on our 3rd year this year. We found out that we were pregnant the week of the wedding. Not only were we pregnant but we were pregnant with twins, talk about changes going on in 2008 lol.

     Every thing was looking up. I was feeling like everything was starting to look up for me after everything that had already happened. Then 22 weeks in to Christina's pregnancy she had to have her gallbladder removed and the doctor nicked her uterus and two weeks after that the twins were born Dec. 24 2008. Dusten came first, and then Jayden Elizabeth Scott. They were so small. Dusten cried but Jayden didn't. Jayden lived for 9 hours before she joined my brother and father in heaven. Dusten was in the hospital for 4mts before he could come home and when he did he was on O2, monitors and his high blood pressure meds. Dusten is doing great now but still has high blood pressure.

     We were living in an apartment for about 6mts before we found our home in Terry, MS. It was 1,522 SF 3 bedrooms and 2 baths with a 2 car garage. It had wooden and ceramic floors really nice. Around January of 2010 we found out we were pregnant again but 1 month into it we had a miscarriage. We were told that a sac was made but no baby it still didn't make it any easier on us it was like Jayden all over again but after about 2 mts after that yeah you guessed it prego again. This one went great full term Jan 26 2011 Owen Blake Scott was born. We lived in the house for a while but Due to my lose of Job at AT&T and it made me in turn loss the wonderful house we had because my income was no where near the amount I had been making. We filed chapter 7 Bankruptcy and it will be finished soon. I work for a company called KLLM as a scheduler making more then I did at AT&T. We moved into a townhouse in Clinton and we are getting our lives back in the right direction. Christina and I are both in school and our children are doing great Dusten will be 3 at the end of this year and Owen will be 1 Jan of 2012.


     I have changed by growing up and now my every thought and action is what is best for my family and not myself. I do hope that my father is proud of the man I have become and the man I am still becoming.

 Edwin McCain I'll Be; Our song Christina's and Mine